I can either belive that they did this something intentionally, which leads me to question the people I place my trust in, or I can beleive what they said about it being an accident, but that would require a lot of faith and I find I don't have it, which leaves me stuck at beleiving they did it intentionally.
This being the case, I owe it to my friends involved and my partner to not talk to this person and not to have them as part of my life in any way.
My problem with this is that this person was a very good friend of mine for over half my life, and I actually find myself missing just being able to call him to ask something and ending up having a 3hr conversation about nothing in particular.
I miss him as my friend, before things got all weird and twisted and before all this shit kicked off.
But because I can't beleive him, I can't trust him, so I can't see him the same way I used to, and I owe it to people not to talk to him.
But I owe it to myself to not lose a good friend over something that could have been an accident.
To talk to him or not?