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Wednesday, November 10th, 2010
11:00 pm - Writer's Block: You must remember this
How do memories influence the decisions you make? Is it better to embrace memories, even the painful ones, or cast them off?

embrace them, we learn from our mistakes, simple as.

(Angel Crying)

10:59 pm - Writer's Block: Ice cream isn't cutting it
How long does it take to recover from a broken heart? Is it better to jump back into dating or spend time alone?

as long as it takes, everyone is different.  generally when you can stop missing/hating/loving the person is a good start, as then your able to accept things and make a new start.  once your over it no need to spend time alone.

(Angel Crying)

10:54 pm - Writer's Block: When push comes to shove
What can be done to promote tolerance and stop bullying in schools?

a theorist once did a study on this and countucted a test on children in school.  the first day she said that all the children with blue eyes were better then the ones with brown eyes, they got longer breaks, seconds at lunch, they got more praise etc etc while the children with brown eyes were denied all these things.  by the first break time there were already fights between the blue eyes and the brown eyes, and brown eyes was regarded as an insult.  the next day, she reversed the roles.  on the third day she asked the children if they would ever judge somebody or make fun of them in any way because they were different in any way to them, and every child said no.

(Angel Crying)

10:50 pm - Writer's Block: So much for counting sheep
What do you like to do when you can't get to sleep?

listen to some relaxing music

(Angel Crying)

10:49 pm - Writer's Block: How you like me now?
What's the craziest thing you've ever done to impress someone? Did it work?

just been myself. if they like me, cool, if not, fair enough

(Angel Crying)

10:48 pm - Writer's Block: You can't take that away from me!
If you had to go an entire week without TV, music, or your mobile phone, which would you choose, and why?

TV because I rarely watch it anyway, but music keeps me sane at work and my phone is my only way of staying in touch with peope

(Angel Crying)

10:47 pm - Writer's Block: When I grow up
Do you think your parents made any major mistakes in how they raised you? If so, how did it affect you?

quite a few, though I'm over most of it now I still have a few problems that show up every now and then

(Angel Crying)

Thursday, October 28th, 2010
4:53 pm - conflict
I miss my friend.  they haven't gone anyway, we fell out over something.
I can either belive that they did this something intentionally, which leads me to question the people I place my trust in, or I can beleive what they said about it being an accident, but that would require a lot of faith and I find I don't have it, which leaves me stuck at beleiving they did it intentionally.
This being the case, I owe it to my friends involved and my partner to not talk to this person and not to have them as part of my life in any way. 
My problem with this is that this person was a very good friend of mine for over half my life, and I actually find myself missing just being able to call him to ask something and ending up having a 3hr conversation about nothing in particular. 
I miss him as my friend, before things got all weird and twisted and before all this shit kicked off. 
But because I can't beleive him, I can't trust him, so I can't see him the same way I used to, and I owe it to people not to talk to him. 
But I owe it to myself to not lose a good friend over something that could have been an accident. 
Not good.
To talk to him or not?

current mood: nostalgic

(Angel Crying)

Wednesday, October 27th, 2010
11:24 pm - Writer's Block: Smells like teen spirit
Are there any scents that invoke childhood memories?

crunchie bars, which is why I rarely eat them

(Angel Crying)

11:23 pm - Writer's Block: Family planning
If you wanted to have children and had trouble conceiving, would you be more likely to consider IVF, surrogacy, or adoption, and why?

I'd try IVF first, but I doubt thats goona work in this case, possibly to same with surrogacy so it may end up being adoption, but its something me and him will have to decide when the time comes

(Angel Crying)

11:22 pm - Writer's Block: One door closes, another one opens
Have you ever closed the door on an opportunity or a relationship in order to open another door, only to realize you made the wrong choice?

kinda.  relationships tend to end in messy triangles with me

(Angel Crying)

11:21 pm - Writer's Block: Torn between two lovers
Have you ever fallen in love with two people at once? How did it work out?

more than one time.  first time I was forced to chose so I chose my partner, second time I chose to leave my partner for someone else but waited to long and the someone else decided to move with their partner, and the third time turned very nasty but I stayed with my partner

(Angel Crying)

11:18 pm - Writer's Block: MAKE IT STOP!
What was the last song you couldn't get out of your head no matter how hard you tried?

battlefeild by jordin sparks

(Angel Crying)

11:17 pm - Writer's Block: Dynamite with a laserbeam
Is there a specific song or band that makes you yearn for the past?

oddly enough is POD youth of the nation

(Angel Crying)

11:16 pm - Writer's Block: She's a brainiac on the floor
Would you rather be super-rich or super-smart if you would only be average in the other category?

smart, I'd have no end of fun with all the new things I could learn

(Angel Crying)

11:15 pm - Writer's Block: Open book test
Based on the books on your bookshelf, what conclusions would people draw about you?

that I like horror and fantasy, I still read childrens books as I occasionally like to forget I'm an adult and I'd sometimes prefer to live in a fictional world of magic (with any spelling) than the real one.  also that I'm a romantic at heart, but thats a bit harder to guess

(Angel Crying)

11:13 pm - Writer's Block: Who's your daddy?
What famous person from history would you have liked to have as a parent, and why?

I'd probably go with Erik Erikson or Carl Rogers, just because I think they'd be great at listening to a teenagers problems lol

(Angel Crying)

11:12 pm - Writer's Block: Nothing ventured, nothing gained
What is the biggest mistake of your life so far? What did you learn from it?

usually my mistake is trusting the wrong people, and I've learnt to keep my guard up and not trust many people

(Angel Crying)

11:10 pm - Writer's Block: A mile in these shoes
Which living person would you choose to be for a week, and why?

my boyfriend so I can better understand what he's going through

(Angel Crying)

11:08 pm - Writer's Block: Can you handle the truth?
What's the one question you would like to ask if the answer were guaranteed to be correct?

why?  And I'd ask it of Dean, Brian, Sam, Mickey, Steven, Tony, Mam and Sean if they were all still here, if they were all still talking to me and if I thought they'd actually answer

(1 Angel's Tear | Angel Crying)

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